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Thank you and still not good

Friday, March 22, 2013

Thank you all for the comments and support...I did speak to my therapist today and told her about how I was feeling and about what my dad has been saying...she and I talked about it...I would love to just walk away from my dad and would if I could, but just cant right now because I live with them and my dad is my payee...so it makes it hard....My therapist gave me 3 more applications for housing that I need to fill out...when I get my own place it will become easier, Iwont have to talk to him except when it comes to my money...I dont have anyone else to help with my money...and until I can take control of my money I will have to deal with that...and even when I do move out, I will still call my mom...I do love her and enjoy talking to her...but I just need to get out of their house so I dont have to deal with my dads comments anymore...I hope I can get out soon....anyway, still feeling bad...feeling a little better since I talked to my therapist...she compared him to a bully, which helped abit..right now I just feel like I cant do anything right....
today was just a bit stressful...I woke up late and missed a bus, having to walk another 15 minutes to catch another bus, barely making it to that bus and missed the transfer by 2 minutes making me late for my appointment with my foot doc...then missed the bus I needed after that to go to hero house and the mental health center....barely had time to eat and make it to my appointment with my therapist....after that I decided to call my friend and spent time with him this evening...my foot hurts alot from having to run around this morning...and I am exausted...looking forward to being able to sleep in tomorrow, then will go work out and spend the rest of the day with my friend....just working hard to take care of myself right now...I need to stay sane right now...looking forward to going to california to see my sister and my 6 month old niece next month....cant have a mental breakdown now....sigh...
Oh on the bright side my friend is doing better, she was in a great mood today...so that is better
Thanks everyone for the support and all...big warm angel hugs to all...
Monika
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  • v LUANN7
    TAKE BABY STEPS.I WILL PRAY THAT THINGS GET EASIER FOR YOU AND YOU GET ALL YOUR INDEPENDENCE BACK. YOU ARE ON MY PRAYER LIST.GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU IN HIS LOVING ARMS-LU emoticon
    1221 days ago
  • v ANYVAR54
    So sorry for the problems you have been having. I will pray that you get a place to live close to a bus stop so that travel will become easier.
    You are doing the right thing reaching out to friends.
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    1223 days ago
  • v KATWELL88
    Sending healing prayers and stay with the therapy for awhile until you get back on your feet. emoticon
    Getting your own place will be a good thing and do some things for yourself will be good too.
    Don't know if you like to read or do art stuff ( find the activities and friends you enjoy will be helpful too. ) I do creative stuff. emoticon emoticon

    Good luck on your new journey ( small steps) to wellness emoticon emoticon dolly emoticon
    1223 days ago
  • v KATWELL88
    Sending healing prayers and stay with the therapy for awhile until you get back on your feet. emoticon
    Getting your own place will be a good thing and do some things for yourself will be good too.
    Don't know if you like to read or do art stuff ( find the activities and friends you enjoy will be helpful too. ) I do creative stuff. emoticon emoticon

    Good luck on your new journey ( small steps) to wellness emoticon emoticon dolly emoticon
    1223 days ago
  • v AWESOMECHELZ
    That will be the first step, my friend -- getting your own place. Filling out the forms will give you hope and that's great! Please do fill them out this weekend and with your therapist, review them so that you can send them in as soon as possible. Slowly but surely, you will get back your independence. emoticon emoticon

    Also, I take the public bus everywhere and I am constantly running to catch them plus they are always running late or breaking down or with rotten people in them. Plus I was in one that got in an accident. So....I understand the misery! Don't give up! Slowly but surely, you will gain your independence and handle your money yourself. Love, Chelsea emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1223 days ago
  • v PATTYKLAVER
    Sending hugs and best wished.
    1223 days ago
  • v COFFEEMUG2009
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    1223 days ago
  • v WORKOUTWITHPAM
    I hope things will be better soon for you. I am glad your friend is feeling better. Your trip to California sounds like something special to be looking forward to doing. I know you will have a great time.

    HUGS
    Pam
    1223 days ago
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  • v ZRIE014
    think positive
    1223 days ago
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