Thursday, March 21, 2013
These last couple of months have been really hard.. and i have been really successful at gaining all my weight back. My sister has been so sick and nearly died. During these times of great stress i cant seem to find what it takes to be successful at anything. I fall short in all areas. but she has come around the bend. We have been praying and asking everyone possible to pray for her healing. She is seeing changes and God is good. Now i need to concentrate on not killing myself.. yesterday i did really good.. went to bed a little hungry but thats okay.. i ate four meals and that should be enough. Walked my daughter to the bus this morning. that felt good. So this is a good start.. Praying God gives me the strength to do what i need to do to make my life better..