It's weird how "cheating" on your diet makes you feel like you are cheating on a significant other. Your heart beats faster. You make excuses to justify it. You're nervous about getting caught. Or maybe it's just me who gets like that when I "cheat" on my diet. I've been craving a Reese's egg lately. I've been putting it off for about a week now. Today I decided to buy just ONE. I had plenty of calories left for the day, and even with eating it, I still have about 50 calories left over. Now I'm sitting here taking teeny tiny bites off of it, trying to make it last as long as possible. I know that obviously one Reese's egg won't hinder my weight loss for this week, but I'm still kind of paranoid. Anyway.. It was a planned treat, so I don't feel that bad about it, lol.


I also took some pix at the gym today. On my phone and in the mirror, I felt like I looked small. Once I uploaded the pictures on my iPad, not so much. Don't laugh. 222 pound pictures..


It's kinda sad that as I was taking these pix, for some reason all I could think in my head was "hey there tubby tubby". Lol that's awful. Can't wait to take -50 pounds progress pictures. I wish it was quicker. I know I can't have that mindset though, so I need to be patient. Anyway, I'm just prattling on, I'll end this blog now before I started rambling about pink glittery unicorns or something.