Need some help... and a revelation
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
So first, since I know my SparkFriends are fantastic, I get to make my own title for my part-time job with a previous employer and I am looking for something great. I used to be office manager, now I'm looking for something like "partner in awesomeness" or... yeah. I wish I had a better idea but that is why I'm asking for help.
To the revelation, I had my first kettlebell class/lesson last night and I really enjoyed it. I really did have a great time. I think I may have a hard time quitting when my deal ends but it is kinda expensive and a bit of a drive. When I get my running weather back I may be in a better mindset to quit.
This is where the revelation and self-reflection come in. I have found I have a bit a phobia in new situations. I had driven 30 minutes out there and walked up to the door and it was locked. As I sat in my car waiting for them to open the door I was ready to run.... The new place and being out of place was so crazy scary to me. I wish I had something insightful to add here, but I think it was an interesting reaction.