Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Trying to stay positive, but already this week seems likes its dragging on. I'm beating myself up because I didn't work out yesterday but I'm trying to make up for it. I have all these ideas to do things and then I get home and I'm just exhausted. Tonight is a big work meeting downtown after work. I hate going to these things. They always talk about what the plan is and where we are at but it never pertains to my job directly. But I have to go because otherwise it would look bad. I want to just go home and tell myself I will do things, but worry to if I did I would just sit on my couch again like last night. Now my back is giving me trouble, (it acts up from an old horse back riding injury and the size of my "girls") Its like my body is fighting to be lazy! I have to fight it! NO! I WILL STOP MAKING EXCUSES! JUST DO IT!!!