Monday, March 18, 2013
I am having such a hard time getting motivated and staying that way. It is not like I don't want to do this, just something keeps me away from the daily schedule I have to keep to do this. Last week I worked overtime multiple days, we had a social obligation on Friday, Saturday I didn't feel quite right have not been able to fight that feeling for days know. I can be a giant hypercondriac so I can give myself pretty much any disease you can look up. I have to be real careful about that. When that happens it can take a trip to the doctor to calm the crazies. I am trying to get over this episode by writing about it. Lets see if it helps.