Sunday, March 17, 2013
Today I still didn't eat so great but I stayed within my calorie range so I'm pretty happy with that. Plus no matter what I eat even if it's a bite I have been marking it down. It's becoming a good habit. Almost a month of doing this!!
It was a crazy morning for me. My husband usually calls me at 6:30 am to tell me he is off work and coming home. I didn't get that call today. So at 6:45 am I start giving him calls every 10 minutes. I know I sound crazy but it really makes my mind go to a bad place when I don't hear from him when I'm supposed to. At 7:20am he calls me to tell me that he is still at work writing up a "Use of Force Case". Which those are huge in the prison world. Everyone's story has to be straight and together. So all of the people involved where there writing their account of the events that happened. So I go to sleep cause he tells me it's going to be awhile. I wake up at 10:00am and he still hasn't called and isn't home. By this time I'm freaking mad because really how long does it take to write a case up. He called me thirty minutes later and told me he was still there. That hopefully this was the last time he would have to re-write this case. That he would be home hopefully sometime soon. I was joking and said before noon? Guess what he doesn't get to the house until noon!! So we finally go to sleep together and I wake up at 4pm. The whole day is shot because now I have just enough time to get a walk in outside and then cook dinner.
It's been a long day well really it was a just a really long morning. I have no idea why my brain has to go to OMG he is dead or in a really bad accident first before it does anything else. I need to remember it's TDC and lot's of things can make him come home later than just really bad stuff.
So anyways today he didn't feel like the gym so I got my walking in and some ST around the house. Tomorrow he promised though we are going to the gym and then to play golf. I told him if he didn't feel like it tomorrow I was going without him! :-) I'm a big girl I can do it!!