Sunday, March 17, 2013
Ive done a lot over the weekend to ensure that I would get back in shape and begin eating much better. It will be somewhat difficult until I can really get into the swing of things, but...dammit...Im ready to beat this crap! If it means getting up a little earlier, then starting tomorrow morning, I will get up a lil earlier and go for a walk with the hopes that it will end with me running home. I believe I can do this. I have been a lot heavier and have lost a hellava lot more than I am trying to this time. At one time I was 170 and got down to 113. I did it with hard work. Had I not ate my emotions during a very difficult time in my life, I probably wouldnt have gained the weight. Alright, enough crying over the past...it doesnt change anything. Time to move on from that ugliness and onto the right path. It will be easy to stay away from the scale, but on Saturday, when I weigh in, I hope to see I have lost some weight. Even if its just a pound. I also know that I want to buy a new scale, hopefully there wont be a big adjustment between the two. Ok...Ive workout a lot today, and I worked out twice yesterday. If you pray...pray. If you chant...chant. If you say "I think I can....I think I can...", say it with me. Lets do this thing once and for all!!!