Sunday, March 17, 2013
I am really feeling lost right now on my weight loss journey. I want to be skinny again I really do but I have no motivation to get off this couch. I work ten hour days at my job and when I get home I have no desire to be active I just want to rest. And on the weekends I'm pretty sedentary too, which is not how I used to be but in the past few years since my diagnosis I have become lazy! I don't want to do anything any more and nothing seems to motivate me. I am supposed to run a 5 k with my best friend in August and I still haven't started training...and let me tell you right now I can hardly run 5 yards! I am hoping with this better weather that we've been having that I will at least find the motivation to go walking out side. I really used to enjoy being outside and being active...I just need to find that in myself again.