Sunday, March 17, 2013
Hiya folks, I haven't posted in a while but I am back on the game and today I start an Insanity/ Rockin' Body Hybrid Challenge for 60 days. I will push myself for these 60 days to see what results I get and then I will keep it up as I have gained unhappy pounds and I want them off never to be seen again. It's amazing..when I was at my lowest weight of my life at 155 two years ago I still wasn't happy as I was journeying to 135 from 205 although I did notice the difference. It just wasn't enough in the way I wanted to look. But now having put back on almost close to my starting weight I realize how much work and consistency I really put in to get to that point and although that is overwhelming thinking about it all now I just have to take it day by day as I did to return to that point. I will be happy to get to that point again and then beyond because I definitely notice the difference from then to now and I do not like it. It was just so easy to eat and eat and not think about it and because of that it took me a while to get motivation consistent. But seeing all of my friends post about and do well on their weight loss and fitness journey's has inspired me again and I want to do this. I don't want to go back this time!!!
Last week I started at 185 and with light exercise and eating correctly without truly noticing what I was doing, a week later I am at 183. Maybe my subconscious was telling me what needed to be done. I ate super clean on yesterday and that has motivated me as well to keep it up. I won't lie though, I was craving super gooey incredibly high calorie desserts last night but I resisted and in the end I felt really proud of myself and realized that I CAN do this!! The first day is always the hardest when you are fully conscious about what you are doing. Plus I have even more incentives to work toward so I need the accountability factor from anyone willing to give it and I will do the same for all of you on your fitness journeys. Re-reading past blog posts of mine when I was doing well on my weight loss I want to get to that point again so I am pushing though and hitting 'play' starting today. I can't wait to continue to update you all on my progress and hopefully continue to inspire.
3/17: 183 pounds