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The First Day

Sunday, March 17, 2013

I have been thinking about doing this for quite awhile, but never actually took the first step to do it. Today is the day. I HAVE to make a change! I am doing this for me, no one else. I want to put downn thoughts, concerns, triumphs, defeats, whatever strikes me as I sit to write my entry.
On Friday I "recommited" to a program I have been doing since early December. In that time, I haven't lost anything. The friend helping me with the program says I can't be frustrated because I am not "putting" all the pieces together at once. Makes sense, right? So what is preventing me from putting all the pieces together? THAT is the question. Who has the answer? She thinks I am sabotaging myself. Am I? She might be right. Would I rather wallow in my despair instead of giving it an honest shot? Apparently so. I guess we will see what has happened by Friday.
Wish me luck!
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DEVITIA 3/18/2013 11:07AM

    Best of luck to you! Let me know what I can do to support you and keep blogging! I find that it helps to get all your thoughts our of your head AND to realize you are not the only one with these feeling, thoughts and experiences. Thanks for sharing.

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IDICEM 3/17/2013 4:11PM

  Congratulations on recommitting yourself. Good luck! emoticon

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