The First Day
Sunday, March 17, 2013
I have been thinking about doing this for quite awhile, but never actually took the first step to do it. Today is the day. I HAVE to make a change! I am doing this for me, no one else. I want to put downn thoughts, concerns, triumphs, defeats, whatever strikes me as I sit to write my entry.
On Friday I "recommited" to a program I have been doing since early December. In that time, I haven't lost anything. The friend helping me with the program says I can't be frustrated because I am not "putting" all the pieces together at once. Makes sense, right? So what is preventing me from putting all the pieces together? THAT is the question. Who has the answer? She thinks I am sabotaging myself. Am I? She might be right. Would I rather wallow in my despair instead of giving it an honest shot? Apparently so. I guess we will see what has happened by Friday.
Wish me luck!