Sunday, March 17, 2013
So it has been a week since I posted to the blog . I wish i could say it was because I was super busy but the fact is I have been having one hell of funk party. Wondering as the days go on if I have what it really takes to continue on this path to the extreme weight loss I have so richly wanted to achieve. I havent stopped nor have i fallen . I have battled with my inner self .
All i know is that i dont hurt as bad physically so i just keep doing it . Maybe winter caught up with me . I have friends and family tell me all the time that i look good , that i am doing the great thing , everyone says I am a motivator and inspiration but I have been so exhausted and got to wondering are they just being kind .. I have been trying to loose the same 13 pounds for the last 4 months and it is still there off and on .. up and down . The roller coaster continues but as long I am getting somewhere that should be all that matters right ? well i know it but sometimes the demons come calling anyway .
So yesterday I was at the gym and this lady trainer that works there made me speechless ... She said without even having a conversation just out of the blue to me " you look amazing , Your dedication shows so much on you keep up the good work " ... So I was speechless a perfect stranger that doesnt love me at all said the most amazing thing that left me speechless. No one has ever said to me "you look amazing " So maybe chasing that 13 pounds has done some good after all . My advice here is if you see someone that you know puts forth that effort and doesnt ask anything of you mayve just take aminute and tell them they are doing good because they might just need to know it no matter how strong they are .