Today is3/16/2013. I am working overtime and it is 0025 hrs. I will be getting off at 0300hrs. I have to be back at work at 0800 hrs. I am trying to stay awake . I am a little upset with myself because i have fallen off the wagon with my eating habits. The stress of my mothers health ways heavy on me. You see i am a 911 operator. I save life's and I hear death over the phone as well. Trying to keep it together is difficult at times. I am trying to stay health but found myself in the er. I have laryngitis, I have to get a grip.