Friday, March 15, 2013
Hmmm interesting question but maybe the question should be what is stopping me from reaching my goals? I don't know.... fear--I don't like to be center of attention so everytime I improve my looks I slip up--I need to embrace the change. I want to be strong and fit. I want to be able to run and play with my son and not be the mom too pooped to play. I want to be healthy--plain and simple I want to live a long healthy life free of pain. I have really bad feet ( since birth) and they are really starting to hurt--I keep thinking if I lose weight maybe the pain will not be as bad--definitely can't hurt to find out. I think more then wanting to be thin--I want to be strong. My workouts are making me feel strong and now I need to become in control of my eating and be strong mentally. I want to look in the mirror and smile rather than smirk and hide from the mirror. I want to lose weight for me --I can do this I know I can!