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Still struggling. Sick of it.

Friday, March 15, 2013

Iím just so phoning it in today. Iíve had a very busy week, stressful on all fronts, and I just canít bring myself to concentrate or do any work. Probably not something I should be writing on a work computer, eh? Brain fog has taken over.

I weighed myself this morning to find that Iíve gained 5 pounds since starting my job. This is not good news, but it gave me the extra kick in the butt to find out why I still havenít been granted access to the fitness room here in the building.

Turns out, the building doesnít have me listed as an employee. So I spent the morning dealing with the CompanyIWorkFor and getting the necessary paperwork filed. Tuesday, Iíve been told, Iíll be able to use that room. Just when Iím going to use it still puzzles me, but Iíll figure it out. Like, perhaps a couple of days a week Iíll shell out the $10 to have my dog brought home from daycare so I can work out when the working day is though.

See, I work until 4:30. I imagine I wouldnít get to the gym and change until 5:15. If I take 45 minutes, that has me leaving work at 6. (Assuming I donít shower?!) I have to pick up the puppy by 7. Thatís cutting it too close - with no traffic at all, I can make it in 45 minutes. There is rarely no traffic. But OK. I can justify the expense if I think of it as spending $20-30 a week to belong to a gym. Thatís a good price, isnít it? (Please donít contradict me. I couldnít handle it!)

But you know, since I donít have a workout schedule I havenít been working out at all. Ever. Except for the dog walks and a few 10-minute videos here and there, no exercise has touched this body. That and my incredibly lax eating is how that 5 pounds happened.
All or nothing thinking Ė Iím so very guilty of this. So Iím going to do two workouts this weekend. At least. Iím exhausted from the week and I donít know if I can get on that step tonight. It really has been a very, very busy week. Crazy busy. Not terrible busy, but ďno time to breatheĒ busy.

Yesterday started out as a great food day, that ended with a small bag of chocolate-covered pretzels and pizza. A combo that got me so sick that I ÖuhÖ got sick. It is no surprise today that Iíve been SO very regimented and have NO interest in the Friday treats littering the office today.

So much more to say, too lazy to type it. So Iíll leave my Punim the Wonder Puppy story for the weekend. Suffice it to say, heís almost two, and heís trying to assert his manliness.
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KNITTINGNAN 4/30/2013 11:24PM

  HEY!!!!! You're no dummy.....you will figure this out just as you have solved all of your other problems....like finding a job. I haven't been involved in the SPARKS program for several months, having spent too much time on the computer and no time on the treadmill. However, when I was more actively communicating with Sparkfriends, you were one of my favorites, as I enjoyed reading your crazy methods of attacking problems.

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JAXMOMMY 4/17/2013 6:16PM

    I'm so behind on catching up on freinds' blogs! This is the first one of yours I've read in ages! I hope you have figured out a way to exercise and take care of your precious pooch! I hope you are making great use of that fitness center and it is a great price to pay! Hoping all is going well for you! Take care and kiss that puppy for me!

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BESCATS 3/16/2013 2:54PM

    We all get off track. I did "big time" yesterday. It sounds like you are taking steps to get back on track, so you are thinking about it, and want to do it. You have the stress of a new job, and that takes time. Keep working on it !! emoticon emoticon

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MLH148 3/16/2013 12:55PM

    So much of what you say rings so true -- it's so easy to get OFF TRACK. But the small steps help. Is there any way to exercise early? I know the day care things gets tricky. But, if you were able to do it BEFORE work, you might even get extra in with that dog walk at the end of the day. It would require a shower at work, tho and sometimes that's not doable.
Hope you can get back into a comfortable place soon.
Good luck!
(And do tell about the dog. emoticon

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NILLAPEPSI 3/16/2013 9:35AM

    Today is a new day. You need to put your workout out on your calendar likes it's an appointment for your job. Don't cancel on yourself. emoticon I KNOW you can!! emoticon

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WARRIORFIT1 3/15/2013 8:39PM

    You'll get it together Michelle. It's always hard when you start a new job; they say it takes 6-8 months for a person to really learn their job and get in the groove of it. Add onto that the other priorities you're trying to juggle. You'll get there.. sounds like you have a plan to get fitness and eating back under control. Hey, at least you're thinking on that - some folks just throw their hands up, give up and go to town on old habits! And some folks don't even realize they've gained 5 or more pounds! So you're ahead of the game a bit! :)

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BIGPAWSUP 3/15/2013 3:05PM

    I like the idea of scheduling 2 or 3 days at the fitness center. That should get you back on track.

Looking forward to more about Punim the Wonder Puppy!

Know I'm always here for you!

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COLEYMERRY 3/15/2013 2:38PM

    You might feel that it is an off day-but if you are making steps to gain access to the gym, it's not a loss. emoticon

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