Here we go again...
Friday, March 15, 2013
I always seem to revert back to SP to try and find some motivation and get back on the healthy train and I just got done reading all these Blogs and posts I put on here that were months and years in between eachother and I find it so sad that I can not seem to get it together. It never fails that I seem to start something and then BAM I'm over it 24 hours later. I resort to sneaking, hiding, lieing, etc to avoid the accountability I need to stay on track.
A couple days ago I took the plunge to start Weght Watchers, though I have only gone over my points 1x, I am not doing much exercise at all (taking the stairs every so often and walking a few blocks from my car to work and back) as well as not eating the best of foods either.
How on earth do I get motivated? How do I keep on track of things? How do I get back to my happy and confident self? I now have a son that needs a healthy mama and that doesn't even do the trick. I see all of these people that I know losing weight and feeling better, if they can do it why can't I? What is it going to take for me to really do this?