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The Girl In The Mirror Smiled Back

Friday, March 15, 2013

Today I looked in the mirror and I was able to smile at myself without being sad.

You see I look so much like my Mom its very hard for me to look in the mirror sometimes because it hurts.

I'm really proud of myself for the mirror thing. it's very hard for me but it means im getting stronger and that is a good thing.
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the self nurturing thing i did for myself today was I painted my nails.
called slimer green. its crazy funky and i love it.
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I also got a lot of cleaning done, laundry and etc.
i love spring cleaning and I intend to spend the whole weekend airing the house out and doing more cleaning...Yaaaay
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CLPURNELL 3/18/2013 10:25PM

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XANGELSTEARZX 3/16/2013 2:51PM

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JUMPINJULIE 3/16/2013 12:24PM

    emoticon Nail color sounds awesome.

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STAREYES723 3/16/2013 11:08AM

    Improvement is always a good thing. I lost my bio mom when I was a kid, but my adopted mom saved me a picture of my bio mom. She told me I looked just liked her and she would be proud of me. I keep that picture in my room and it makes me proud and happy and gives me good memories of both moms.

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WALLAHALLA 3/15/2013 11:26PM

    I hate cleaning, and wish I could pay someone to do mine! I did NOTHING work wise, and just spent the whole day playing and talking with my son.

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EOWYNRUSS 3/15/2013 11:00PM

    I know what you mean--I lost my mother last June. I am not the spitting image of my mother, but sometimes I do see her in my face when I look in the mirror. She battled obesity her whole life--and lost. I miss her like crazy. That's why I keep on fighting to lose the weight. The last thing she would want me to do is join her. I commend you for making progress with your grief. Next time you look in the mirror, remember something silly or funny, some inside joke you two had--that way, when you see her in your reflection, you'll be sharing a laugh together.

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NEVERORNOW 3/15/2013 7:19PM

    Your attitude is an inspiration! emoticon emoticon

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BARCLE 3/15/2013 6:49PM

    emoticon great progress emoticon

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LINDAF49 3/15/2013 4:30PM

    Thankful for the step forward in smiling at the mirror ..How true it is to take care of yourself so you can smile and find good memories everytie you look in the mirror and think of Mom . Hugs and go ahead and put up a few more mirrors!

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LADYBUG546 3/15/2013 4:01PM

    I have my window open a crack today and will clean on the weekend too

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2BEHEALTHY2014 3/15/2013 10:36AM

    I can't wait for it to warm up enough here to open windows! Have fun cleaning!

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TIME2BLOOM4ME 3/15/2013 10:17AM

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AWESOMECHELZ 3/15/2013 9:34AM

    I love Spring cleaning too! Feels like a very hopeful experience. AND emoticon in finding your smile again. emoticon Have a wonderful weekend! Love, Chelsea

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PLATINUM755 3/15/2013 9:31AM

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COCK-ROBIN 3/15/2013 8:21AM

    That is great!

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NANNABLACK 3/15/2013 8:07AM

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NUTRON3 3/15/2013 8:00AM

    Haev a great day!

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BRENDA_G50 3/15/2013 7:43AM

    emoticon on being able to smile back and for your positive attitude. emoticon

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PATTYKLAVER 3/15/2013 7:26AM

    Good for you for being so ambitious. Please send some my way.

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MARI-SERV 3/15/2013 7:16AM

    emoticon wonderful emoticon

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ADELCASALE 3/15/2013 6:48AM

    Good for you! Happy that you progressed on your journey!

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MI-ELLKAYBEE 3/15/2013 6:38AM

    emoticon emoticon God bless your success on this journey we all share.

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HA_MONICA83 3/15/2013 6:37AM

    What a huge step you're making...looking and the mirror and smiling back IS amazing. Especially with so many memories of your mom. I'm thrilled you were able to see yourself and...smile! Happy spring cleaning! Gotta get doing some too! :)

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SPARKCHANTAL 3/15/2013 5:04AM

    right. it's 'yayyyyy!' for me, too-- when the cleaning's over with!

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MEGAN6277 3/15/2013 4:06AM

    Yeah! You were able to take care of you ! emoticon hope you have a good day

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LILORITA 3/15/2013 3:43AM

    emoticon emoticon I am glad you were able to smile at yourself, just take it one step at a time and one day at a time.

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