Thursday, March 14, 2013
I am ready to love myself. I don't think I need to be a size 2, but I need to appreciate who I am. I think that it's scary, and as I read in someone's blog, when you start out, you feel judged. When you are overweight you feel judged, and I think it's because you are judging you. I'm tired of constantly putting myself down. It not only affects me, but the relationships around me.
I am ready to have more energy. I really want to feel energized when I wake up. I want to be able to feel excited for a new day to start, and not feel those back and neck aches that I've been recently feeling. I want to be able to appreciate each day I live with an abundance of energy.
I am ready to be healthy and care about the body I live in. I am ready to be able to breath without any shortness, run long distances and enjoy fresh food to the fullest. I am ready to not fret about my weight, my heart, my mind or my being.
I am ready to enjoy life. I want to enjoy life organically. I want to appreciate who I am, feel intimate with the food I intake and appreciate the outdoors more. I want to be happy.