Thursday, March 14, 2013
Today I worked, the first time since September and it was a good day. No one had time to aske what happened to Ed, etc; so, I didn't have to talk about it. I was busy busy but not overwhelmed like some days that I work and Lord knows, I need the money. I have taxes to pay and other unexpected bills; so,working was doubly good.
Coming home was difficult though. I wanted to come home and have Ed meet me at the door, hug and kiss me and tell me he had started dinner. Of course that wasn't to be; so, I was sad and still feel sad. I thought that today would be without tears but I was wrong. Maybe tomorrow will be I will work again and then go to a play with a friend who has an extra ticket.