Thursday, March 14, 2013
I don't know how ~ or even if you can ~ keep a particular blog entry private. If I did, I would have done that with this one.
I am, actually, just making this blog so that I have a 'reminder of time' ~ at some point in the future. I used to love making blog entries but I haven't felt 'much' like doing anything lately.
I am doing the things I can, putting one foot in front of the other, trying to be present ~ in all things in my life, lately. As far as SP goes, I am staying within calories and doing 10-15 minutes of exercise daily. I know that 'somewhere' inside myself, I still care and still want to lose weight and get healthy. Although, currently, I feel none of it.
Am I depressed? Does life suck? I honestly don't know ~ beyond the usual 'some things in life always suck'. I just hope some good feelings come back to me soon. Simply 'surviving' really is 'nowhere land'/