Thursday, March 14, 2013
This woman I know from town came to bootcamp last night. She told the instructor and I that she came because she knew me and "If Judi can do it, I knew I could". I took it like "If the fat girl can do it, so can I." Ughh, just when I start feeling skinny. I'm letting it go, because what other people think of me is none of my business. No, that's a lie, I'm not letting it go, I'm letting it fire me up. I want to reach a level of fitness where it is obvious to people that they will need to work hard to keep up with me.
Also, in my fabulous class I wore one of my 5k t-shirts and the instructor asked if I "walked the Timlin". I said, no "I jogged the Timlin". Geesh. I work my butt off working out. I think it's damn time people can tell that by looking at me.
I am pretty fit, I just have a layer of fat covering my muscle! I surprise people when I work out I think because I work hard and give it my all when I am there.
The key here is to keep my nutrition under control, keep working out and be patient! Most of all I need to do it for me, no one else but me. I know this, but it's hard not to be hurt when I am underestimated.