I hope my body re-adjusts to the time change soon. I am rather worn down.
My insomnia is bad enough without them toying with time.
I might be catching a cold too. Or my seasonal allergies are getting an early start. Sometimes it is difficult to tell.
Still mad busy but it looks like things may be slowing pace a little soon.
Last weekend in the middle of a very LONG busy stretch, my boyfriend asked me, "What are we doing on the weekend of the 23rd, do we have anything planned?"
I replied, "Nothing, so far that I am aware of"
"Let's try to keep it that way if possible, ok?, he said.
That would be nice.
I am still vastly impressed with myself that I have managed to maintain through this current stretch of stress, depression, and chaos.
Spring is coming.
With the defeat of Winter I anticipate the usual resurgence of my energy and hopefully the ability to finally get to my goal.
It has been a long slow climb. I have at times been very frustrated with the Plateau I have been stuck on since November, but in a way it has been a victory. I have maintained. I did not gain over the winter. I did not give up when it got rough. It helps me believe that the healthy changes in my life are permanent.
I can most certainly live with that. As long as I can EVENTUALLY start to make progress again. I would like to reach my goal.
I really believe that if nothing goes wrong I can do so by summer!
Need to go find some wood to knock on.