I've never blogged before, but I journal regularly, so how different can it be?
I'm so glad that I have found SparkPeople. It is definitely helping me. I'm enjoying the posts, blogs, informative articles, and the Spark Tools. My favorite is the Nutrition Calculator. I'm really getting an education on calories.
I'm 63, so I've spent probably 50 years on a diet at one time or another. I was a skinny child until third grade. As it turned out, I was a sickly child, which kept my weight down. As soon as my tonsils were removed, I definitely ballooned. :D I can still remember at eight years old, a boy that I liked saw me after the summer was over. He looked at me in dismay and said, "What happened?" I've felt fat and ugly ever since.
I was tall as far as girls were. By the fifth grade, I was as tall as and I probably outweighed my teacher. Yes, she was a tiny lady, but I didn't take that into account. I propagated this feeling of being too large to be pretty throughout my adolescence.
I married as a teen, just short of my seventeenth birthday. My husband was almost eighteen. We struggled as a couple and teen parents, but because of our Southern upbringing, we toughed it out. That's what we thought we were supposed to do. He was only a couple of inches taller than me, so heels were out for me at his request. Any time I put my hair up, or made the mistake of wearing heels, he was outraged. After twenty-one years of marriage and two sons, he decided he could do better, so I was divorced at 38.
I thought my life had ended. I had never been a single adult. I didn't know how to be one. Depression over the break-up and eventual divorce caused me to lose 30 pounds. I was finally one knock out lady, at 5' 8" and 130 pounds. Not a healthy lady, but thin as a model for once in my life.
My twenty year high school reunion came up and I went out with one of my classmates, a tall classmate! Finally, someone that I could be around and not feel like Amazon woman! And when I found out that he loved to dance.... That settled it. Eight months later, we married. That was almost 25 years ago. We had to quit dancing because of knee issues, but I'm keeping him. :D
Well golly-durn, it looks as though I CAN blog. Guess I'll close before this becomes a book.