Wednesday, March 13, 2013
I have decided that a year is long enough. Rebekah will be a year march 21 and she still does not sleep through the nights. most of it is her just fussing and trying to get comfortable and looking for a pacifier or bottle . most of the time I dont think she wakes all the way up but she wakes us up. So I have a spare crib I set up in another room and we are going to try and let her sleep there for awhile and see if that helps. I put her in it today for a nap and she did fine. I do know the time change has not helped matters but we have to speed this thing along about not sleeping. I could even handle getting up once during the night but every 2 hours has to stop. we are beyond exhausted and I really think the lack of sleep is affecting our health. with sickness and being tired overweight it all adds up. Course it breaks my heart to move her out I like her being in eye sight and I will not like to have to listen to any crying but this is just not healthy.
Been busy at work but thats good gets the day to go by faster with me yawing I try to stay moving. I did have to buy soda for some caffine. mostly for the drive home.
we'll it looks like I may have to do the search for a babysitter thing AGAIN this is really getting old. both of the girls I have babysitting are moving . one is going really far away so no way she can babysit the other is moving outside of town and in the opposite direction of my work so I will have to go out of my way to get to her. But rebekah likes her and I do to but with gas prices I dont know . I really do not like the idea of trying to find someone else. I go through so much worrying about new people and how they are taking care of her. I have a few more months with her the other babysitter is moving this weekend and should be completely gone next weekend. so much for a notice huh. at least the other one gave me a few months notice.