Frustration and cravings
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
After another trip to the dr yesterday, I am up more since January. We are changing my meds yet again and hopefully this time it will help with these cravings that started when I started the first one. I've gained over 30lbs since the beginning of December, can't wear any of my clothes except stretchy pants (15yo dd accused me of being pregnant!), and feel horrible and tired most of the time. I was down a few pounds, then when we went back to the first medicine and got back to the higher dosage, it went back up.
I do ok during the day, then get home and just want to eat. Not sure if it would be worse during the day if it were available though- I am at school, where there usually isn't a lot of food around. I can avoid the cafeteria, but it is hard to stay out of the kitchen when I have to cook dinner, etc.
Different scales are registering differently, of course, but my once toned legs and tummy are now covered in stretch marks from gaining so much so quickly. I just can't seem to get back on track.