Obsession with the perfect body
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
I'll be honest... my number 1 goal for losing weight is vanity. And a side effect of me losing my weight so far has been better health and feeling better generally. I know longer want to pass out a 3:30 in the afternoon and gorge myself to I fall asleep at night.
With that said... it's an obsession. Nothing I'd define as unhealthy but let's just say I'm a sucker for before and after pictures. I love looking at them.... if I see one on pinterest I'll probably click for a better look. I think I love them because they resemble hope to me. Somebody did it!
I'm also a sucker for the pinterest fitness pages
Each picture with a caption about how this girl looks is motivation.... get on the Victoria's Secret diet and exercise program, the best water to drink, the best meals, the best....
If I've seen it once. I've seen it a thousand times. Everything has the same information just a different pretty picture to go with it.
I'm dying to wear jeans and not have a hint of muffin top.
I'm dying to wear a bikini and not want to be covered up all the time.
I'm dying to go shopping and wear things that look good on the rack AND on.
I'm dying to not get fat like most people in my high school class and be thinner, better, stronger.