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3 months, integrating resentment

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

This is a progression of the thoughts I've blogged about the last couple days, in case you've read those and this feels like a rehash. I meant to do that! But in the process of looking for what distinguishes successful maintainers, there was a gradual realization that it wasn't what they did but how they did it, or they way the interpret what they're doing. Likewise there was a sense that it had a lot to do with "how" they had lost the weight, namely their attitude toward their nutrition and fitness programs.

4A-HEALTHY-BMI shared an article with me by a fitness writer named Will Brink called "Nutrition- the big picture of permanent weight loss." An ambitious title if there ever was one, but rather than lay out perspicuous rules of what to eat or not, he said almost any diet could cause weight loss. However:
"The lesson here is: any nutritional plan you pick to lose weight must be part of a lifestyle change you will be able to follow - in one form or another - forever. That is, if It is not a way of eating you can comply with indefinitely, even after you get to your target weight, then It is worthless."

So why do 19 out of 20 people turn their back on what worked for them to lose weight in the first place? Besides the number who followed a plan that was for some reason not replicable because it depended on the dieting system, or it involved some extreme that isn't sustainable. Certainly in my old days of relying on macronutrient formulas, I would have had no idea how to shift from weight loss to maintenance... But since I never lost much weight in the first place it wasn't relevant. The thought that came to me today is that it's natural to get resentful about lifestyle change. Eating on plan can be a pain sometimes. Fitness requires time taken from other pursuits.

When I had my nervous breakdown in 2003 my therapist really worked with me to internalize the adage "Feelings are not good or bad, they just are." In particular, I could not accept the idea that I was ever angry. If I did express anger, I had a list of reasons the person was not at fault for their behavior that made me angry. She even wanted me to talk about my baby making me angry, which horrified me, but weeks later after I'd run out of money for sessions I realized where she was going with that. Having a feeling of anger didn't mean I had to act on it, or that I was a bad person. Like fear, I could let it pass and I would remain.

I think resentment is a little trickier. It tends to sneak up on me, and it is not as blatant as anger. But ultimately it must be called out and dealt with, and possibly even learned from. Like my negative feelings about people I love, I might not be willing to see a down side to my nutrition and fitness plans. I might think that always feeling cheerful about them is the way to go, when the suppressed emotion could be eroding the very position I am trying to preserve. It's a balance between acknowledging resentments and caring enough about myself to see past them, not just resentment about lifestyle change, but forgiving myself when I stumble.

The Will Brink article:
www.brianmac.co.uk/artic
les/article033.htm
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  • LOLATURTLE
    Thank you for posting. This is kind of exactly what I needed today.

    For most of March I've been letting the resentment get the better of me - I just don't feel like "working" so hard at it.

    It's not the work, it's my attitude!
    1295 days ago
  • JUMPINJULIE
    Great blog.
    1296 days ago
  • AURORAMILLET
    I think that Balance is a very important factor in almost everything that we do. I have a hard time balancing everything that I want to do with everything that I have to do. I wish it was easy.

    I have a hard time dealing with negative feelings as well. I am not always sure the best course of action. I think that just sharing helps.

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    1296 days ago
  • AJDOVER1
    What an interesting link, thanks for providing it.
    1297 days ago
  • POPSY190
    I think you have pinpointed an important factor in the successful pursuit of maintenance. Resentment is something that does need to be dealt with as we all resist change which requires effort over a long time. Great blog and thank you for the link.
    1297 days ago
  • SUGAR0814
    Interesting article. Thanks for sharing. emoticon
    1297 days ago
  • TANYA602
    I've been following your blogs closely this week. There are no easy answers, are there? I know for me, having got rid of all my clothes that were too big, I would have a really hard time going shopping for new clothes because I was gaining weight/inches. This is my mantra as I start to get closer to what I will call maintenance. Yes, I did change the way I eat, but luckily, so did my husband, and it's now just the way we are. Sometimes I am resentful that he doesn't want to splurge on something because he too is hoping for a good weigh in, but I eventually get over it. I ate a half a carrot cake cupcake yesterday, didn't feel guilty, and yet, also really didn't think it was all that good.
    Keep spinning your blogs - they really are insightful and helpful to all of us!
    1298 days ago
  • KANOE10
    That is a great article. I really like the "Can I eat this way for the rest of my life? " test. Maintenance does require a lifestyle change. It is easy to feel resentment at times. You are so right about forgiveness when we stumble.

    Thanks for sharing an excellent blog and article.
    1298 days ago
  • TINAJANE76
    These are some GREAT insights. Thanks so much for sharing them along with Will Brink's article. This has the potential to help so many people!
    1298 days ago
  • CELIAMINER
    Thanks for the link! Now about that resentment...how do you keep it from festering into something like self sabotage or feelings of hopelessness (why bother)? That's what always seemed to get me. I want to make it to my 1-year maintenance point, and I'm feeling pretty motivated to achieve that goal, but what comes after? Just trying to prepare myself mentally. I've read the stories of people who kept off the weight for a year or more and THEN gained it back.
    1298 days ago
  • FUSIONFITNESS3
    Great thoughts. Glad you shared them.
    1298 days ago
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