Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Hey spark people! I am aware that it has been a very long time since the last time that I logged on and that is not okay. I can make about a million and one excuses as to why I havenít logged on but the main reason is just laziness. I have gotten too lazy to lose weight. How pathetic is that? I am sitting here writing that and it just sounds terrible, but I know thatís exactly what it is, if that werenít the case then I would be doing it.
I have been really stressed out this semester though trying to keep up with my grades, my RA job while trying to maintain some type of a social life, and sometimes I feel like I barely have a second to breath like I barely have any me time, and when I do have me time all that I really want to do is lay down and go to sleep. As I just wrote that, another though occurred to me. What am I going to do once I get out of college and have a full time job? I might not have grades to keep up with then, but I will have work to keep up with, and children to juggle as well as other family activities. Itís going to be just as hard if not harder then than it is now. I need to make time for me to get healthy once and for all. Again I feel like Iíve said that time a million times, but for some reason it still hasnít stuck. I mean obviously it hasnít stuck because this is the 445 day that Iíve been with sparkpeople, and I still havenít seen any results, and I had been on sparkteens before that. I just need to put for the effort and do it. I need to make the time for me, because I deserve it.
Iíve decided that to start out Iím not really going to make any goals. Iím just going to watch what I eat as best as I can, and start working out. I donít plan on doing any of this on a schedule Iím just going to start doing it and see where it takes me. One thing that I am going to start doing weekly though is weighing in that way I can keep myself accountable for if I am actually accomplishing anything or not. I have a whole lot more I could write, but for my first blog back in a while I think thatís pretty good. I hope that everyone is doing well!