Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Alot has been going on here since I last posted in December. I have residential custody of our kids, and he has to give me $100 a month for child support. He stil takes the kids around her, just not sleeping at the trailor. He still claims nothing is going on with them, but I wasn't born yesterday. I don't care anymore. I do not have the feelings I had before for him. I look at him and there is nothing there anymore. I don't even want to have to see him, but it is hard with the kids! I might try waitning and seeing when he pulls up to the house, saying my "goodbyes" to the kids and going to my room until he is gone. I am much stronger now, he can't make me cry anymore! I am almost down 50 pounds total from the start of 2012. It feels good to have onederland so close.