So glum today
Monday, March 11, 2013
Today I woke up and felt so said and unsuccessful and worthless. This comes with a rough weekend from me speaking my mind but I am past that now. The rest of this feeling comes from me getting this job that I looked so forward to starting but it is part time and a contract. It sounded great at the beginning but now I find part time annoying. The other piece to this is I have been told I probably will have no job at the end of the month. I was told to apply for another position that is a maternity leave which I did but then again it is a year contract and well no definite that I will get it. I have never had this much trouble finding employment in my field and loving what I do. So I feel in limbo with family coming from India in 6 weeks and feel very disorganized.
Anyways I made it to the gym with my husband and it was crazy in there. I did 30 minutes on the bike and my knees ached. I had to ice them when I got up. I would of rathered hitting a treadmill but none to be had.
We then had a healthy supper and went grocery shopping. We hit the jackpot tonight at the grocery store and stocked up for when the family arrives rice was on sale, along with Indian snacks, rotis and lots of other good things. We were suprised how low our bill was for the food we got. We are going back tomorrow for more rice.
Anyways I am going to go now.
Member Comments About This Blog Post
Hello Ladybug,,,,, sorry you are feeling glum,,,,, I have to agree with Justyna7,,, sometimes when I don't like the direction a situation is headed,,, I find out that it is exactly where I needed to be.
Finding a job is very difficult in this economy,,, that is NOT a reflection on you,,,, it is ok to feel sad BUT you are definitely not unsuccessful or worthless...... YOU found a wonderful man who loves you just as you are,,,, you are loved! and you love him in return! How awesome is that? Many people look for love and never find it,,, here you are a much loved person,,, that got a great deal on food at the market! LOL Hang in there,,, things will get better
1325 days ago
glad you found a good deal at the store.
sorry that you had a bummer day.
the bright side is that tomorrow is a brand new day and its going to be okay.
1326 days ago
It is amazing to me how many times I am frustrated with my life only to realize at a later date that things would not have happened if things had been different. Everything happens for a reason. If you are part time then maybe this is to allow you to do something different or concentrate on a different part of your life.
My Dad was born in India. I've never been, but was brought up eating Indian foods but since my Mom was the primary cook we did not eat the variety I eat now. I hope the visit with your family goes well. Even just to be able to have time for them is a blessing.
1326 days ago
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