I cleaned up in the kitchen, took off several layers of crap off the floor. Got a trusty screw driver and removed a few layers of lime from the toilet and the handbasin.. Strong vinegar usually takes lime build up, but not this time so out with the heavy duty equipment and scrap it off..

Slowly get ready for today battles and wish myself luck.. I will never forget the look on the old landlords face when I told him not to use the boys rent as I have informed the advocate of the mistake- I knew nothing off..

I have let my son have his freedom, but if he had not found the problems I did he could land out on the street and never know or understand why.. I am greatful to his friend giving me the apartment, but hell what a trip to get the paper work in order..

The other boy is where I was a period of time in my life when I lost our farm, afraid of the letter box and bill looking letters. I opened mine but, these two just put them to side and make believe it isn't something they have to act on. Both the boys go cold in the business world language they put in letters.. I have to ask 2 neigbhours what the hell the advocate letter actually meaned.. The landlord was bankrupt but they wanted us to stay to keep a income coming to cover bills on the property.

So I will disappear take some breakfast, than take a big breath and wreck a few days for other people including my old landlord.. Still no word from him..