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Reclaiming my strong self.

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Back in the old days, I lived as I wanted to live.
I ate carefully, and not too much.
I didn't overspend.
I exercised the way that I wanted to.
I kept my house as I wished.
I slept and woke on my own schedule.
I do not do this now.
I feel resentful, but abdicating power was my decision: a very poor decision, and one that I cannot sustain. But I cannot blame anyone but myself for my decision.
Must reclaim.
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    Smart smart smart and strong. :)
    1834 days ago
    1834 days ago
    You can reclaim a little bit at a time, every day. Through effort and mindfullnesss.
    1835 days ago
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