I have been up and down on this for over a year, yeah sounds bad right. I get really motivated but then with my Dad passing away and my Mom getting older I find I am running over to her house nightly and no time for me after working a Full time job, keeping the household clean, cook dinner and laundry done. I put my foot down after the Holidays and gaining 4lbs that I need this time for me.. so I am ready to get rid of the 20lbs still holding on to me