Saturday, March 09, 2013
thursday was 7 years since my mother passed away suddenly and unexpectedly and i dont know if i'll ever get over it. 7 years. i feel like i should be alot further along than this but i still shut down and close myself off this time of year. i feel paralyzed to ask for support, i feel alone. i just dont want to hear another person say "im sorry" so i sit here by myself feeling sad and alone and wondering when i wont feel this way any longer.