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A confession

Friday, March 08, 2013

I binged and purged yesterday. Not good. This will be the last time I will do that to my body. I'm sorry I abused you, self. I've been struggling with bulemia for the past few months, and have been in denial about it saying things like, "I really did feel sick." No more excuses, now.

Today, I will make a promise to myself to treat myself with the utmost respect. If I binge at night, I will pick up where I left off the next day. This is my wake-up call to be better to myself. My body deserves better.
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SHMARA 3/8/2013 4:43PM

    Sorry to hear this, but realizing you aren't treating yourself good is the number one step to treating yourself better. Love yourself, love your body, it may not be perfect in your eyes, but it's the only one you get.
I went through a similar thing about 8 years ago. I took laxatives, didn't eat all day just to pig out at night, took fat burners, made myself throw up after restaurant meals convincing myself that I felt sick to my stomach. I do believe it messed up my immune system, and thank God it didn't screw with my metabolism!
You can do this!

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NIKKICOLE83 3/8/2013 12:49PM

    I am so sorry to hear this. I have never had an eating disorder but I see the turmoil that those that experience go through. I hope there is community near you that supports those with eating disorders. Maybe you should look into that just so you can communicate with those who are struggling through this. I wish you the best of luck.

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