Friday, March 08, 2013
Yes, I took a short pause.. I had to refocus. I'm all good! ...I was struggling with my family doing their thing and I don't have many friends. So I was finding it hard to stay motivated and positive. But I learned you have to be your number you inspiration or you will always fail.
One thing I also had an issue with was my PCOS.. the reason I choose South BEACH living to begin with. So.. my TOM hasn't been present in a while and yet, the past 2weeks I kept experiencing cramping, fatigue, leg pain, and Depression. But I still just worked through it. And not only am I seeing the results now... but my TOM is back!! ...lol. Not often is a woman so excited about that.. but It truly put my mind at ease from all the fears running through my mind.
I also hit more milestones.. I am no longer in the 300's.. When I saw the scale I could have cried. Idk why because I have lost weight before. It just feels different. I have never wanted this sooo badly. My heart is invested. I feel the change in my moods too. I get over things quicker. I smile more. I feel more connected with my spirituality. Sounds weird but I think I made food so important in my life that I neglected all that I once loved. Its growth within this process. I also did my wii fit test and my wii age is 23!! .....younger than what I truly am. Its amazing the differences I see in a matter of 4weeks.
I still know I have quite a journey ahead.. but I'm so ready and focused.
So happy inside.
Photos I took of my start and current profile: