Thursday, March 07, 2013
Today I had to work with my former best-friend-forever. He was my buddy. I have never been so close to anyone in my whole life. I trusted him completely.
Then our friendship got complicated. (I think you know what I mean.) So, we stopped being friends. I felt betrayed, because the way I saw it, HE made it complicated. I just wanted to remain BFFs.
So today, I had to deal with him. He was all puppy dog eyes. He told me how good I look. He told me he liked my sweater. The whole time he just stared at me with the puppy eyes.
If I could have crawled into a hole, I would have. I feel awful, because he was my best friend! BUT we can't ever be friends again.
Now, I can't eat. I had my meals planned out, but I can't eat a bite. There's no way I'm going to get enough calories today. I feel TERRIBLE. I feel like I just want to hide forever.