Thursday, March 07, 2013
I'm feeling blah this afternoon. I don't exactly know why...I think it's just that I'm sick and tired of certain things in my life being the way they are...and I'm tired of not knowing whether I'm doing all I can do to fix it or whether I'm not doing enough. Sometimes I feel like I'm doing really well and busting my ass, then there are other times that I feel like such a slacker who should be doing so much more. There are certain things in my life that seem like they'll never change...my weight included. I guess I'm just having one of those "I feel fat days" and I'm frustrated about money...and when I start worrying about one or both of those topics, my thoughts tend to snowball to the point that I'm unhappy about many aspects of my life. (I know it's bad...but I'm aware of it and I go to great lengths to not let my thoughts spiral out of control...hence, the blog post...it's kind of therapeutic to get it all out there). I know I have an awful lot to be thankful for so I will try my best to focus on that until this stupid funk passes.