Thursday, March 07, 2013
****EDIT***I realize I wrote this post out of hurt and a bit of anger. I try not to complain ...
I try not to be that kind of a person.
But I'm human and I didn't feel comfortable leaving it up how open I was about my ANT so i removed that section and put in my planner. She does not deserve my emotions there...So this jumbled leftovers is here. . sorry for complaining.
Definition=My moms sister AKA
Small minded person who thinks the world revolves around her AKA
Emotional Cannibal who preys on others and eats them with words to lift up themselves AKA
Tiny insect with big head that invades personal space to sabotage
My reaction NOW is wanting to eat cause im hurt by something she did to my grandma :(
. so I'm going to have me a nice salad its what I crave most the times because I think I must be a bunny rabbit deep down??
I love salads. I love it that my body craves a salad now instead of junk that my inner fat girl would want
What I am going to do now is pray for my ANT who PREYS on others cause she has a guilty hunger...
Pray that she opens her eyes and changes before she looses her Mom.
I do not wish the pain upon anyone of losing a parent. When I lost my Mom I lost myself for a long time. But now that I'm finding me again. I'm only wanting the best for my ANT because rather or not she deserves to know my grandma, My grandma deserves to be loved....
Please God open my ANTS eyes for my grandmas sake. it hurts me so much that she is hurting my grandma. I don't care about the hurtful things she does to anyone else but I love my grandma and I see her suffer over the actions of her daughter the ANT