Thursday, March 07, 2013
Yeah, that sounds crazy, even for me. My goal to lose 15lbs by my 2 Year Weight Loss Anniversary in April just isnít going to happen and I know that. Life has been tough and has certainly gotten in the way of my attempts at trying to get the rest of the weight off. Iíve accepted this and while I am disappointed, Iím not angry with myself. How can I expect to focus solely on weight loss when Iím trying to balance a full plate of responsiblities and activities? This by no means is me saying that Iím going to give up, but Iím not going to be hard on myself if I donít reach this goal. Right now, my goal is get passed 185 which is proving harder each day. If I get to 184, I will be walking on air because I know how hard it will have been for me to get there.
Iím singing in my 1 of my best friendís wedding in August, so that will be another goal date for me (specifally, 8/30) to get the 15 off. I havenít seen her in about 2 years, so itíll be good motivation for me this summer. Speaking of this summer, I have decided not to do a show again this summer so that I can work on my ďCA BucketlistĒ. Since Iíll be moving to FL in 2014, I want to make sure I do all of my favorite CA activities and do some things Iíve never done before as an official goodbye to the place of my birth. Should be tons of fun and I really look forward to the free weeknights and weekends. This winter I will more than likely have a caroling gig and be in a production of A Christmas Carol which is something that Iíve always wanted to do.
I look forward to the future, and will never give up on my goal of losing 115lbs.