Wednesday, March 06, 2013
The last three days at work have been exceedingly busy and stressful. I spend Monday working on one file preparing a motion, affidavit and notice. There are so many attorneys involved that it took me forever to coordinate with all of them and get everything to the courthouse. It really took a lot out of me. Yesterday I spent 4.5 hours scanning a file, .75 hours burning five disks with the information on it. It was exhausting.
Then to top it off a client became unhinged and was sending threatening messages. They were told that we would be calling the police. They stopped, but I had not been informed of any of this and when he showed up in the morning I met with him. He was ok with me, but I wish I knew of the threats.
I woke up at 4:00 a.m. I couldn’t go back to sleep.
It has been one week since I split up with him. I’m holding steady. I have not sent emails, texts or telephone calls. He sent me a text today. How are you? I didn’t respond. I miss him, but as I told him five years is enough. I deserve better. I don’t want to be one of those old ladies with nothing but her animals. I want someone in my life to love me, that I can love, give to, care for. I have resigned myself to being alone.
I’m not going to the gym tonight. I am going home and relaxing. I’m exhausted. Both mentally and physically. My eyes are burning.