It's been almost three years since I've been on SP. I have learned a lot. I had actually lost too much weight at one time. Since the fall, I have put some back on. Now I am struggling to make sure I don't put any more on. It's really hard for me and I don't understand why. I haven't changed my eating habits. I keep track of everything. I'm not running around doing Avon and trying to find work and I don't know if that has anything to do with it or not. It's been difficult to figure out what I want to do with my life right not. It's been a bad winter weather wise and I don't know if I can blame that. I need to get re-motivated somehow. I just haven't figured out how.