Wednesday, March 06, 2013
I can't believe how much I have let go. Of everything. I was doing really well...and then it all got to be too much, so I just had to take a break.
I haven't really made any progress towards my goal, but thankfully, I haven't gained too much either.
So much has happened since the last time I was on here, which I believe was sometime around October. My first recital, finals, concerts, and so many other things. I had still been trying to stick to my goal, but stopped tracking and eventually stopped exercising and caring all together.
And then this semester started.
I've never worked so hard in my life.
My classes are extremely difficult and I'm struggling to keep up with the workload. I'm stressed and exhausted and it's been really difficult for me to keep pushing.
I'm now working at two different schools to be able to support myself, and I am drained of energy. I'm eating horribly and haven't been working out.
Well, that needs to change. I need to make time for it, because it is important.
I know I'm sort of rambling, but basically what I'm trying to say is that I need help. I need help getting back on track. I need help staying motivated. I need help to reach my goal.