Tuesday, March 05, 2013
I just had an amazing four day birthday weekend. It was exactly what I needed, but the aftermath of getting back to reality was harder than I imagined! I look back on my life and I know that I have had some great experiences, yet these experiences are often clouded by overwhelming negative thoughts. Why is it that my mind is determined to destroy me? I will never be happy if I don't learn how to control my thoughts. They are the reason I got the way I am. The weight is not what I am battling. I am battling myself and I'm not sure it is a fight I will ever win.
Red - "Confession (What's inside my head)"