Tuesday, March 05, 2013
So as I mentioned yesterday, hubby was not home yesterday to make me dinner. I had left my wallet and cash at home so I was supposed to go home then grab the money and go grab Subway or something. However, I work 12 hour days and by the time I made it to my house, I did not want to leave again. So I thought and I pondered and finally decided I wanted a Pizza Hut P'Zone. I love calzones and I haven't found a place in town that makes them as good as back home, so until I do, Pizza Hut is a good substitution.
Before I placed my order, I made sure to look up and plan for all the calories I would be eating. Once the Pizza arrived, I immediately cut it in half to save for work today.
Even though I had greasy, fatty food last night for dinner, I was still under for the day. It's funny but today I had a thought. We all know what is needed to lose weight. I didn't suddenly have an epiphany and all the knowledge of weight loss was given to me in a secret handshake. It's just I have never wanted to implement it before these last few weeks.
Hubby and I were laying in bed last week and he said something to me. He told me how proud he was of me and what a great job I was doing. I asked him what made it different this time around that he can support me as much as he has. and he answered, something about your attitude is different. You are making this time different, you really want this to work. It was amazing and so truthful and honest. In the past I always sabotage myself and I'm working so hard to not do that this time.