Tuesday, March 05, 2013
No one ever told me losing weight would be easy. I know everyone out there who has tried to lose weight, has FAILED. The good thing is we get up and do all over every day. We try and try and then we try some more in hopes this time it will work. Where do those people who really lose the weight get the inspiration not to give up. Where do they find the will to fight off the sugar demons in our minds. Where do they find the strength to keep fighting the good fight when the bluge is still there. Today I looked at myself, I mean really looked at myself. Naked in the mirror and wondered how did I let this happen. Why have I always been the fat sister. Why have I been the fat/ athletic one out of my friends. I looked real hard and found lots of things to blame, my parents, my ex-husband, having a child...the list goes on and on. But the truth is, it's me. I am the fighter and the opponet. I am Pro Heath and Pro Sugar. I am in this never ending battle againist myself. Alway looking for a way out of this fat suite.