Monday, March 04, 2013
Cutting my hair again was a quick, but needed decision. I wasn't getting my ends detangled enough to help promote the growth I was after. I took the bull by the horns Saturday determined to finish my taxes, pay off some debt, but a hair cut and buy a new printer. I accomplished my goals. I was felt relived when the new barber spun me around in the chair and I took my first look at my shorn locks. Wow. What a major difference framing my face. Determined to shake things up this 2013, determined to step out of my comfort zone, determined to raise my own bar, the wow factor really started to set in when I went to church Sunday and to work. I couild tell those who weren't really impressed by my chopped look. I am beyond caring or looking for anyone's approval. It is about what makes me feel great. I was determined to get balance for myself in this life I live. I had to politely tell a few folks-back off, don't try to regulate Kelly. Sounds harsh, but ultimately if was necessary for my own mental health and welfare. I do not owe any explanation, only to God who is the head of my life and my reason for being. Take that devil!
So I as I march forth this March 4th, I am looking foward to positive changes to help me feel and look better as I approach my 51st birthday next month. I put in paperwork to go back on second shift, a Monday-Friday schedule. After 13 months on third shift, it is time to return to my roots and do what I feel is in my comfort zone. Yes I am giving up having Friday evenings off, but for the most part, I was tired and exhausted for having stayed up running around doing errands. I will lose 5% preminum in pay, but in the long run I will have two complete days off and hopefully improve my sleep pattern. I want to earnestly begin my C25K program again. I am now working with a chiropractor who is helping me with my leg/nerve issues and gain better posture. I missed out on my first signed up 5k for the year and I do not want to do that because I am tired. I have a couple of trips planned and I am ready to explore options again in the dating world. Yeah Project Me!