Monday, March 04, 2013
Okay, I'm trying this yet again, I really hope this is the time that it takes! I do have a wonderful support person this time who is behind me 300% (100% for every 100 pounds). He just wants me to be healthy, what my body looks like doesn't matter, he certainly enjoys it the way that it is. He wants to spend many more years with me though, which means me being healthy.
I have a goal to lose over 100 pounds before May 2014. I'll be graduating with my Masters degree then, and I don't want to be the biggest person in the room when I do graduate. I'm fairly certain I was when I got my bachelors degree in May of 2011.
I think it will make a difference having someone that truly does support me, yet accepts me the way I am. The only one I'll be disappointing if I don't lose the weight is me. He's not going anywhere. :-)
I am tired of being such a big woman, I'd like my outsides to match how I think of myself, which is much thinner. I don't see myself ever being skinny, and don't think I'll ever be, but I do want there to be a lot less me to go around.