Relax. It'll Happen
Monday, March 04, 2013
I can definitely say rhat having a drink last night was a much needed release. Since I have been on my diet, I had a drink in December, one in November, and one in September, I've done pretty good. Not much of a drinker anyway which is good. Ron admitted yesterday what I already knew. He's doing his childish thing and not working on the crapped out den cuz he thinks I want it too much. He tried to turn it into a fite but I just said whatever. All we did all weekend is watch movies. I called Mom and and said I'd come by on Tuesday, had a drink, and let it all go bye bye. And when you're not much of a drinker, that happens pretty fast. Didn't even gain any weight from it!
I figure since we found 0 cal, 0 carb coffee flavor yesterday to replace my 60 cal x 2 cup of coffee creamer that I deserved a happy day. No one knows how hard it is to deal with a man and his childish games. Actually, others probably DO know, but I don't. I just have to figure out how to make it SEEM that it's not a big deal to me. Cuz we all know how he hates to make me too happy. Might start expecting it or something. So that is what I am doing now. He bought four more red yucca plants with his own money yesterday and had me buy two magestic palms and four shrubs that flower. Bill came by and said he and his wife have been dancing every Friday night so in about a month, the plan is to make Ron take me dancing with them. That will be more than awesome! Even if Ron won't dance and I end up dancing with Bill. I think Bill can turn him around tho. He's a real romantic with his wife. He can teach Ronbo a few things. Bill has lost 106 pounds since July 5. His wife has lost right at eighty, I have lost 78.5.
I bought two new capris and three new shorts yesterday. Laid on the porch while Ron planted two of the shrubs here. Going to the tannimg booth next month, I think. Ron talked to his brother about going to the coast in July but I'm gonna make him go before that. My friend from Australia I have been writing since Nursing School in 93 wants to come to Austin at Ron's birthday. That would be awesome. My nurse manager comes back from her vacation today. Yay. Thursday I buy the walls and stuff and see how long it takes for him to decide to start putting them up. Seriously. We have a whole room of furniture blocking the door outside and the door to the garage waiting for the ceiling to be finished. But I'm finally learning how to find ways to block it out of my mind. Too bad I have run out of other cleaning to do.
That green lump is Dakota hiding as I try to wake him for school. He did his drum line thing without me...left before I even got up on Saturday.
Highlight of the Day: JUST HEARD COUNTING CROWS SINGING RAIN KING AT THE END OF SCRUBS!!!