I feel my fairy tale has ended, I am inching towards my old weight. Oh I know why it's not due to anything other then my own failure, my own weakness. All that I learned fading and am so afraid to begin again for how hard it will be. But only I can do this, only I can walk my path...only I can succeed or fail once again.

It's just sometimes it's hard but I know I have to try. There is always hope...help me great spirit help me return to my once upon a time.